Having a really hard time right now. want help?

Ok. Seems like your feeling of having no personality comes from lack of self confidence. I know from my own expirience that when someone asked me a question about what I liked I really didn't know! I couldn't tell! It was like I was numb. Just a theory but, maybe you became concious of the good life you were living. Of how happy you were and how well things were going. Maybe you put pressure on yourself to keep that way. When you missed school perhaps you came back and really wanted to try be popular again. But you realized that you didn't know how to do that anymore almost like you lost your touch and became nervous. You were afraid of being wrong and being unpopular so you thought a good way of keeping your friends was to laugh at what they said and constantly agree with them. Then of course all that with your family probably knocked your self confidence aswell. A good question to ask yourself is "what do I like about myself" are you funny? Nice? Smart? Caring?sporty? If you like nothing about yourself it's time to build some self confidence!